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the truththe truth
is something i’m good at.
I do it everyday
I don't have to speak to lie.
all i have to do is smile and laugh,
is seem happy,
to make everyone happy
to make everyone laugh,
and to make my self somewhat masked.
the silence of my feelings,
the numbness of my heart,
the unknowingness of my life.
in my life,
i am nothing but a pawn in a sick game,
there to make everything seem right.
but when things dont seem right,
i am cast aside,
looked at like a failure.
when i am no longer if value,
they push me to the side,
it seems as if,
no matter what,
im never enough.
so i lie,
to hide the pain.
to say,”i dont mind” that i am a outcast,
to say what people want to hear.
and what people want to hear when they ask,
“how are you?” is,
but right now,
im not going to lie,
this is the whole story,
the truth is,
i dont know the truth.
Stranger LoveI am not the sunlit wing-print
splayed out on the bedroom wall.
I am not the dark mass forming
in a corner of an airless hall.
I am not the viscous vengeance
where you sink your spinning wheels.
I am not the leaky bucket
hung up on your wishing well.
You are not my soul mate missing
wandering a winter's night.
You are not the sound of angels
singing by a candle's light.
You are not the rasp of fingers
fumbling with a hasp of steel.
You are not the tattered towel
soaking up the things I feel.
I am the oblivious child,
dancing where the wildflowers are.
You are my unwitting captive
lighting up a jelly jar.
A Week Of KissesA Week Of Kisses
The first day I told you I loved you,
I imagined kissing your shoulder,
Well before I thought about your lips.
Because I don’t know what I am doing, firstly,
But more importantly,
It’s because I know things can spiral quickly,
If things start shifting
After we lay down the concrete.
So I kiss the foundation,
Before we reach the soil.
The second day I told you I loved you,
I imagined kissing your elbow,
Because it holds together the touch
And the flex.
To exhibit it,
I must kiss the joint that bends
And combines us together.
The third day I told you I loved you,
I lay my lips to your temples,
As I learned about the temple of reform,
For the Youth in North America.
Kissing you there signifying I will protect you,
As well as your temple,
As we re-form, into something more.
The fourth day I told you I loved you,
I’d kiss you softly on your forehead.
Because that’s what holds your brillian
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